What if you had someone who you thought really cared for you....but one day he/she sticks it back in your face.... sometimes i don't think i was made for this world....it hurts me inside really bad it's like something is trying the pull your heart from your chest.... then it leaves you with a quiestion...What if? it hurts...it really does...the only thing you can do is sit there and let the pain throb and burn itill you have no more felling...as it slowly kills you inside...Nothing hurts more then having a friend turn on you or having to be stuck in between two friends fighting....it hurt me because...i've been down this road...my dad gets beatin' by people i thought were my friends...and talk behind your back....it's like what happend to this world...what happend to peace the happiness...the friendship...there's people dieing...Everywere...and all people think about is money...killing inasent people...bullying...abusing Animals and People...Rape...drinking...Why can't people just stop!!! it just kills me inside...Cyber bullying...why can't the world just change become peacful...where we all get along and people didn't have to worrie about muder..rape..Abuse...bullying...drinking and driving...the world is a wonderful place and it slowly dieing...and all people can do is continue wasting it away...look at how many people a suffering...everyone has to know that this world is ment for people to become friends...sharing things...inviting new people in your lives...careing for others...why can't that happen...i can say this a million time and it still never get old...It hurts me bad...i can sit here and write more and more and it still wont change this world...insted people continue to rape...murder...beat up...abuse...I just can't take it anymore...it's riping me apart...think how many people have died in the twin towers...like god people look whats happing too this planet...sometimes i wonder...sometime i really wonder...if this doesn't change the world then i don't know what will...it's painful...i don't care if i write this thing all night long...it's just sickening to turn on the news and hear...a little girl has been raped and killed...or a man just died in battle...why can't people get it...This world needs us then we need it...we are slowly watching it cromble beneath ar feet...people have died because of bullying...hung themselves cus they can't take the pain anymore...how do you think that makes me feel??? some people just stick themselves needles...or sniff or smoke crack...or drink...smoke crystle meth...you arn't helping anything by killing yourselves...and if you are fighting...just make up...it's no ones falt...you need to be happy of the life you have...and the world you live on...don't bully people...because thats just ganna make it worse...no one needs to fight over stuff like money...or stupid things...like no more it needs to stop NOW...and if no one listins i'll send it agian...if you do send it in a chain letter...intell it's all over the world...just as long as it's everywhere...it's time to take a stand to everything wrong with the world...if this doesn't work then the world is lost...and theres nothing we can do about it...as for the friends...try doing something they really like and Apologize to them...just always wanted to change the world...ever since i was a little kid...and i think today is that day...yours truly Ryan Foster/

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